Through the fire

so being away from Lauren for two months does not seem like it is real. I am desperately trying to find somewhere to work here for that time and have no idea what will come of it. Through the fire is not the test but the refinement of not just my relationship with Lauren but also those at Camp Redcloud to whom I hold dearly in my heart. They as a camp are going through some really tough times and I am sure many tears are shed including my own for them. Now is the time in my life that I get tho think a lot about my relationship with Lauren and my own leadership in that. God, I am sure will use this to refine me in many ways.

On another note there is a possibility of a job for me when I go back to San Antonio. I pray that it works out mainly because that would be one less thing to worry about and it will also make the move easier. well. I am sure there is more to say but my brain is not working but I will keep you "posted" ;)